Missing pieces

I feel like my life is one big puzzle.....vibrant of color, depths within that catch your eye, areas that may surprise you, but also there are missing pieces that keep me from finishing the current picture so I can move on to new pictures.

Those missing pieces are important to the overall beauty of the picture.  It isn't as though I expect my life to be perfect each and every moment, but the missing parts are apparent and make huge holes in what could be a current, complete picture of me and my life.

In my puzzple picture, you'd see my girls....growing and becoming incredible women that I am so proud of.  You'd find pictures of my furry kids who enhance and create such a loving place for me.  There would be a picture of my desk at work, where I spend so much of my time.  Closets full of shoes and clothing would no doubt be found.  A tiny colorful corner you'd find all my makeup, so important to what makes me feel beautiful on the outside.  My puzzle would include special places for those who have passed on as they are in my thoughts daily.  Beautiful landscapes like Mt. Rainier and the beautiful mountains in the distance create beauty in my world.  The part of the puzzle where my heart is located has a huge pieces missing.  Inside that piece is where my trust and belief lives.  It's gone and without it, the picture isn't complete.

I don't know where to find the missing pieces.  They are so important to the whole picture.....I'm just at a loss.  I know who possess the missing pieces...I'm just not sure how to get them back.