The pressure I mean. I am beginning to feel the pressure that Walt is leaving in three days. I don't know if I am going to be able to handle this. Thanfully he's leaving on a Saturday, so I can cry as much as I need to for a couple of days before starting back to work Monday morning.
He'll have his new job to keep him busy, and of course have our friends to hang out with after work. I, on the other hand, have NO ONE. His Mom is here....but she doesn't really want much to do with me. At least I have someone in a pinch.
I am scared. I've said that time and time again. It isn't so much being here alone, it's being put out on the street if Walt can't pay the rent. THAT is my single biggest fear at this point....
I hope that goes away. Well, once we have money coming in....it won't be an issue.
I'll get through the next few days......with God's help.
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