No major breakdowns today. It surprises me. I've felt sad and felt lonely, but I've not broken down at all. Maybe I can learn to deal with this until Walt comes to get me.
Worked 5 hours today. Feels like 10 hours though. So much upheaval going on with exactly what I am going to be doing long term. Everyone wants me to train with them. I have no clue what I'm going to be doing. I'm lost LOL
Trying to get into a routine of walking the dogs at least three times a day. They haven't been that bad. Yesterday's race through the parking lot after Jager ended in his behaving a bit better today. He can't be darting off through this busy parking lot going who knows where. I hope I can adjust and they continue to do well.
Missing Walt more than I can even say. I hate being alone. The daytime - no so bad since I'm busy with work.....evenings are awful. I hope I don't have to do this for very long.
Hopes: unemployment comes through - Walt finds us a place to live (having the unemployment would sure help expedite that!!) - job smooths out - I get good sleep at night - dogs continue to behave so I don't go mad - weight loss continues.
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