It was hard to be in the mood to celebrate our nation's birthday....there is so much looming over us....so much stress....and so much worrying......so much we have no control over right now.....which frustrates me to no end. I hate no having control.
So we move forward the best we can. Tomorrow I have an interview....but I am still somewhat suspicous of the "group" interview.....I've been sucked into that type of thing when we first moved here....I do not want to sell insurance LOL That would suck.
I hope Walt gets some calls this week. He needs it for his self esteem. I know he's feeling really bad about the job thing.....and my being angry over it all doesn't help.
If something doesn't happen in the next couple of weeks.....I know we'll have to move back to Seattle. I DO NOT want to do that. But it seems that will be our only choice. The upside to that, is my girls....and our friends. I am praying we both find jobs here and we can stay.
As far as 4th of Julys go....this one wasn't high on the list of the best on Earth......but it was peaceful....and that's a good thing.
PLEASE God...let something positive happen this week......
List:
1. get purple blanket finished
2. Pre Op appt on Friday
3. Drink more water and exercise more
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