I'm feeling very random today. So many thoughts running through my head.....emotions are running a muck, and feeling a little anxious.
First of all, I am just so grateful to be here. Even though our living conditions are NOT what I would have wanted, it's such a blessing to be here, have our dogs and cat, and living the dream we've had for so long. I can handle the not-so-fancy hotel for as long as needed......I am pretty certain I wouldn't have been able to live without my pets. They've done such a great job with living in a much noisier place, limited space, and not having their own yard. HUGS my furry friends!!
I was very disappointed when I didn't get a single phone call on Friday. I had hyped myself up to the point that I was convinced someone would call. Id' had such a great interview on Wednesday, I was sure the gal would call. Ok, maybe she will call, but I needed the pick-me-up on Friday. So many job applications out there. Something has to give. I'm ready for anything!!
We went to the strip for the first time since arriving in Vegas. We met up with Roger and Debbie V. at Nathan's. We "blew" our $20 and it was time to go. Thankfully we got a great meal in the process. Who'd have thought we'd be satisfied with gambling ONLY $20 and leaving. I wasn't exactly satisfied, but reconciled myself to the idea that we just don't have the money to blow on the machines right now. We've got a lot going on!!
Walt's diligence in finding a job inspires me to keep going. I know he's anxious too. I have a really good feeling that something is going to happen for him very soon as well. Personally, I think he should connect with his old contacts. It couldn't hurt.
At least we've got a mini kitchen, and we have our Keurig coffee maker. Sure makes it seem more like OUR home with some of our things. Walt and I have been more connected, and I feel like I am contributing a lot more around the "house" than I have in a very long time. I just couldn't "feel" it.....now, I feel a part of something incredible. I'm happy to be here, and willing to do whatever it takes to make our new life easier/better. (shhh...I've even changed the cat box a couple of times)
It is beautiful outside this morning. It amazes me. Somehow the sunshine brightens everything....warms my heart. It's incredible.
I do miss our friends/family in WA though. Even though I didn't get to see people much after I quit work, it was the knowing they were close that made me feel safe. They are all far away. I miss the girls so much. I know moving here was the best thing, but the pangs of missing everyone happens every so often.
Today's Prayer:
Thank you Lord for all the blessings you have given us; thank You for our having enough food and shelter to keep us warm/cool; Please watch over all our loved ones and friends; Please guide the people who interviewed us to take a chance on us; Thank you for the sunshine, this incredible opportunity to live someplace new......
In your Loving and Giving Name.....Amen.
happy thoughts: sunshine, coffee in the morning, Walt, being in Vegas, seeing friends, puppy snuggles, being appreciated, love.
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