Tuesday

What a day.....I feel like the minute I hit the doors at work, I immediately climbed on a roller coaster ride that had no end. So much to do of my own work, and then keep up with the missing person's work too. I there to help, as that's part of my job. I take pride in stepping up when needed. But helping and fixing everything she's done so that it's correct is very frustrating. I'm exhausted....

A positive note is that I stayed completely on plan today, and I feel great about it. Even in spite of the frustration and stress I felt much of the day. I am learning to channel it in a different way than thinking about food. It's quite a concept. I know I've got a long way to go, but I refuse to give up.

As we were driving home tonight, I gave Walt the "body" imagane that I was shooting for. Not a size 2 but a more reasonable size 8 or 10. I just want to feel "good" and my weight isn't the whole key to that. I'm focused and I can envision myself when I get to that point. It's beautiful.

Highlights of today: riding into work with Walt; coffee with cream...yummy; seeing my friends; compliments on my outfit; coming home to my furry friends and a wonderful meal; talking to Sarah; relaxing in bed.....ready to start it all over tomorrow......