Monday, January 24, 2011

Trying to feel grateful

It seems that just when we start heading up hill and doing well......something crappy happens and I just feel like we've slipped all the way back to the beginning. I am so tired of it.

Walt works hard to keep things going well....and I am so grateful for that. But sometimes it doesn't feel like enough. I hate....HATE....being in the position of having to ask someone for something......I HATE it. We should be able to take care of our own stuff without having to ask anyone for anything....

Yet....today.....we did. I HATE it....did I mention how much I HATE it LOL

I know things will improve. I know they will.....they always do. But I just feel so low today. I'm always the one being the cheerleader for everyone else....."things will get better..." Too bad I can't take my own advice huh?

Dear Lord, thank you for all the blessings in our lives.....please give us the strenghth to keep going and to work harder to make things right. Watch over everyone.....keep them close.....In your Loving and Giving Name.....Amen.....

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