Thursday, June 30, 2011

Vertigo.....the new beginning

I walked into work the other day, got light headed, and passed out. When I woke up (just seconds later) I was on the floor, my entire cup of coffee was spilled all over, my knees were skinned, and there was my boss.

The MOST embarrassing thing to ever happen to me in a public place. Lord help me it was at work and in front of everyone!! I hope I never have to go back.

Started to drive home, and got dizzy again. Drove myself to the ER, and took care of myself. NO ONE was there. Just me. Then I drove myself home. JUST ME. I am moving into a phase of life that I didn't see coming.

And here I sit at home, waiting out the meds, and relieved that I don't have to be at that place. I feel horrible that I won't have a big check next week, but relieved that I won't have to worry about my surgery on the 15th. Nothing is going to change, and I'll have two insurances. That's a blessing.

So I sit and contemplate this next phase of my life. What to do now. Where to go. What's going to happen next.

Onward.....it can only get better.

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